i've got the blues
its 915am wednesday morning and its raining outside...wish i was under the covers in my room at the moment..it would have been nice to sleep in today, plus, i'm also not feeling very well...a bit under the weather today and the last couple of days.
I've got nothing much to write, well actually i do but its all messed up at the moment, can't seem to composed my thoughts and get it into words and sentences....but i'll try...
Been feeling rather down lately...not exactly down, maybe burnt out? i'm not sure but i think it could be a combination of a few things...dissatisfaction, restlessness and just a longing to do something different for a change...
I've been contemplating of going for a holiday the last couple of days, but i just can't seem to decide where and when...i'm procrastinating, i know...but i just can't seem to decide, i need something to do that would take me out of this rut i'm in at the moment, i seem to be falling in deeper and deeper...
i feel pretty loss at the moment too...i do not know what to do neither do i know what i want to do...i'm just going thru the phases i guess...morning get up go to work, evening come home and sleep....its got to be more than just that..i mean, i dun see the fun or excitement in life anymore...or the purpose of it....
everyday after work, i think what the hell am i gonna do, in the end, i spend more time at work doing work then go home and sleep, even if i did go somewhere after work, i would go home feeling dissatisfied...everything is kinda monotonous...
I'm bored sick of everything...of work, of doing the same things over and over again...ok, i'm single at the moment, would a girl friend or female companion be the answer? i hope not. i do not want to be dependant on the opposite sex too much...no offence of course to those reading this...i mean i'm sure i can lead my own life without a female companion, i've been doing hat for over a year now, so i shud be over and done with it...but i think theres a niggling feeling somewhere, that i might need female companionship...dunno actually...
i need a life, but what kinda life do i need...no idea actually....at the moment...i'm just chug chugging along....
I've got nothing much to write, well actually i do but its all messed up at the moment, can't seem to composed my thoughts and get it into words and sentences....but i'll try...
Been feeling rather down lately...not exactly down, maybe burnt out? i'm not sure but i think it could be a combination of a few things...dissatisfaction, restlessness and just a longing to do something different for a change...
I've been contemplating of going for a holiday the last couple of days, but i just can't seem to decide where and when...i'm procrastinating, i know...but i just can't seem to decide, i need something to do that would take me out of this rut i'm in at the moment, i seem to be falling in deeper and deeper...
i feel pretty loss at the moment too...i do not know what to do neither do i know what i want to do...i'm just going thru the phases i guess...morning get up go to work, evening come home and sleep....its got to be more than just that..i mean, i dun see the fun or excitement in life anymore...or the purpose of it....
everyday after work, i think what the hell am i gonna do, in the end, i spend more time at work doing work then go home and sleep, even if i did go somewhere after work, i would go home feeling dissatisfied...everything is kinda monotonous...
I'm bored sick of everything...of work, of doing the same things over and over again...ok, i'm single at the moment, would a girl friend or female companion be the answer? i hope not. i do not want to be dependant on the opposite sex too much...no offence of course to those reading this...i mean i'm sure i can lead my own life without a female companion, i've been doing hat for over a year now, so i shud be over and done with it...but i think theres a niggling feeling somewhere, that i might need female companionship...dunno actually...
i need a life, but what kinda life do i need...no idea actually....at the moment...i'm just chug chugging along....
posted by FZM at 12/28/2005 09:12:00 AM
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