About me!

Hi people..

What is there to tell about a person, i guess the norm would be hobbies, likes and dislikes, physical attributes and stuff like that..

Hahah..should i use that to tell about myself? i'm sure that a few of you would like to know these kinda stuff, well, i'm sorry to dissapoint you but i'm going to do it in a different way. Well, maybe i'll just use it to satisfy some of you, especially to those of you who have not met me yet. This is not a angkat bakul session or anything like that...this is just me describing me?! weird ain't it.

Well, where do i start..I'm a 30 year old malay guy born and bred in KL. I'm about 5'7 and a half i think, tho i think i look shorter due to my ever increasing weight problems. If you must know, i'm about 72kgs now. well, it does not sit pretty of my body. I've definitely got a tummy, which i have been bringing around like a baby since i was in college! Its been upteen years, but somehow or rather, my tummy is still there..damnit! I'm definitely not handsome nor do i look like any superstar with some hot body. I can't sing nor can i dance, in fact, any movement which involves some grace and poetry, i suck at it.

I'm working obviously, or how would i have been able to maintain my tummy! i work in a company in jalan sultan ismail where i do some legal work, mind you, i'm not any good at it, was thinking that i would have been some great corporate advisor, but nope, i'm just a low rung employee trying to make ends meet, rather unsuccessfully i might add.....

I dun have a love life, i've been single for the last 2 years! this is the longest ever spell in which i have been single, believe it or not! its not that i have not been going out with the opposite sex, i have, trust me i have, but somehow or rather, no one has yet to grab my attention. or maybe, i'm still pretty much hung up about my ex. God knows whylah, she is most probably having a good time with her current beau...

I'm pretty much into sports, well, not exactly sports per se, but more into sporting activities, currently, i'm involved in paintball in a big way. Every weekend i'll be going for training with my team. I've also been meaning to try white water rafting and sky diving, but somehow or rather, i've not been able to!

I'm also into theater, not acting or anything with talent, i just love to watch theater. Love watching stand up comedies, or dramas and musicals. My last theater was harith iskandar over at actors bangsar and my very first one was the sound of music in shah alam...

I think myself as not a complex human being but more of a confused bastard. I do now know what i want in life, i'm just trying to live one day at a time, not doing a good job at it. Sometimes i want to be this suave guy with a charming personality, some other times i just want to be some scruffy guy who just does not care about anything at all.

There have been times when i would dress up in my scruffiest jeans and worn tee shirt and walk around chow kit or central market, looking like some lost idiot who does not have any education of any sort..then at nite, i'd be dressed in a full baju melayu complete with songket and songkok, clean shaven and nice smelling and behaving like the perfect gentleman. go figure...

With my frens, usually i'm the quietest, nary a word will come from my lips, i will just smile and laugh and listen to their stories. Its easier that way for me. I'm not much of a talker when it comes in a group, i normally feel more at ease when its in a smaller group. Even with my family i dun talk much, prefer to just be in my room and watch tv or sleep. But at work, i'm normally the emcee when it comes to public events..its two sides of a coin...

complex metrosexual or confused bastard....confused arrogant son of a bitch would be the better description.