Mat Rempit and A.R

Hello.

I cannot help but give my two bits on these mat rempit people. I have actually seen the movie and honestly, it was not worth the ten ringgit i paid. The only thing that was worth watching were the bedroom scenes. Not as steamy but still something to watch considering the actors were malays.
Back to the movie, liked the radical stunt scenes, liked the racing scenes but that was it and for me, the movie somehow or rather seemed to depict that these mat rempits were cool. The movie had failed to convey the message that these mat rempits were actually an eye sore and were a nuisance to public. They should have a message at the end of the movie to discourage youths from being or idolising these rempits.
I seriously do not see how and why some girls would want to give up their bodies for the pleasure of these mat rempits. is it something so noteworthy to give your body to these rempits and later brag/talk to other girls that you actually allowed some rempit who won in some street race to hump your pussy? if this is such the case, i fear what society is coming to.
for the rempits? what is it that you rempits achieve out of illegal racing accept for bragging rights, a bit of money and the pussy of a girl who has been a trophy or cum dumpster for many other rempits. is all these worth sacrifing your lives, limbs and the tears and heartache of your families? Jeez people, your parents did not bring you up to throw your lives away on some street. ifyou really want to race, do it in a regulated manner where all the necessary safety precautions have been prepared. Haiyoh!!! people, pleaselah value your lives for God's sake!

on a more sombre mood, i have recently caused a very close friend of mine (AR) a lot of hurt by saying some stuffs which i shouldn't have. AR is a girl whom i have known for many years and only recently we have become quite close. We woud normally meet up for dinner and drinks and enjoy each others company and revelling in each other's story. There would be much laughter and a lot of heart to heart sessions. She can be funny and down right serious and then funny again. She is very opinionated and very sassy, plus, she is one bloody hot looking babe. She is AR.
Dear AR, i know this is not the way it should be done but i seriously do not have the guts to call you up and apologise as i am woried that i might say the wrong things again, knowing me, i will. I regret what i said/ messaged the other day (saturday nite) and i knew it was wrong. I think it came out differently from what i actually meant. I am actually jealous of how you lead your life. eventhough i know you have some issues which are rather upsetting, i love the way you manage to handle it and still enjoy yourself. I know you work your ass off at work and you deserve everything that you want to do or have done. I on the other hand, am not able to enjoy the fruits of my labour or enjoy life as how you do as i just dun dare to take things in my own hands and just screw it. wish i had that crefree attitude of yours.
Dear AR, i sincerely hope that what had happened won't jeopardise our friendship as i value you as a person more than you think.