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Hello...

I sometimes wonder what i should write about everytime i open my blog and i would normally be amazed by some of the other bloggers on how they managed to update their blog every single day! amazing aint it. I mean i live a normal life like some of the other diligent bloggers, well maybe my life is somewhat more duller, is there such a word as compared to the rest, but i still cannot fathom what to write everythime i open this page....
my weekend was farely normal...i'm not sure what you can call as normal, but for me it was normal....eat sleep and just chill....altho yesterday was rather fulfilling to a certain extent as i managed to hang out at la bodega and eat the scrumptious english breakfast after months of being AWOL. I love the place especially in the late afternoons eating my meal and sipping coffee whilst enjoying a steaming cup of cfee. Just bliss. I have not been able to do that for ages due to my commitments in paintball. Yeah thats me on the top.
Been playing paintball since 2003 and i have been competing in a few tournaments over the last couple of years. The most recent being the Paintball Asia League Series, Thailand Leg which my team came out 5th out of 16 teams from all across asia. The winner was from a team from Iran called Datis. We have this favourite quote "paintball ruined my life!" and this is so true. Financially i am in financial ruins, physically i'm burnt from being in the sun too long and scarred due to the many hits at close range over the years and my voice too has sufferred due to the constant yelling to my team mates....so yeah, it ruined my life. But its like an addiction, i guess you can even categorised it as a sort of S&M kinda thing. you know you will be ruined but you still keep on doing it over and over again. For me its not for the money but for the love of the game, i have been known to playing till near collapse, in fact i did a few times and i have also given away my winners medal a few times. its not the money but the glory.