Monday, September 25, 2006

Puasa month

Hello all,

Second day of Fasting, so far so good i think. Yesterday was a breeze as i woke up late and had things to do which occupied me the whole day. But today, its a whole fidderent ball game.

I am here sitting at my desk in front of my PC and i just can't seem to concentrate on the task at hand. I have been looking at this particular agreement since morning and i just cannot seem to finish it. I have been walking in and out of the office the whole morning, wandering about, licking my lips and clasping and unclasping my hands. until a colleague told me i've got withdrawal symptoms! What? nicotine withdrawal she said. I was like jeez, why didn't i think of that? but yes, i think i do have the symptoms and its been making me restless the whole morning.

If i could just smoke a cigarette, inhale deeply on the stick, letting the nicotine seep in slowly and enjoying the taste of it. and slowly letting the smoke out. Goose bumps man!

If we have such a thing as a buku 555 on pros and cons during puasa month, i'd be screwed! think of all the red marks, the smoking thoughts, the notty thoughts when looking at girls, the food thoughts during lunch and all other thoughts which i dare not expose here.

I know as we proceed thru the fasting month, the cravings will slowly fade away and it won't be so tough, but trust me, these next couple of days is going to be tough as hell, especially during office hours when i need to smoke to keep sane and coffee to keep awake.

Anyways, Liverpool won three zip. Lets hope reina and the rest of the defenders can keep their cleen sheets going for the next couple of games. ManU drew to Reading. Heh..nuff' said!

3 Comments:

Blogger Maya said...

me too have withdrawal.. but nasi withrawal..tht counts??.heheh..

and u make me wonder of the other tots u not dare to expose..

Monday, September 25, 2006 2:03:00 PM  
Blogger FZM said...

Maya,
What are the symptoms? sweaty palms? cold shivvers? heh..if its just a growling stomach, it does not count!!!
heh...i'll let you wonder a bit more about it! wink wink! See how persistent you are!

Monday, September 25, 2006 2:48:00 PM  
Blogger FZM said...

TTG,
mouthwash huh? heh..i think i might need something a lil bit stronger!

Wednesday, September 27, 2006 9:19:00 AM  

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