Numb

hi people,

I'm numb. its wednesday and i'm numb..brain dead, soul dead, emotionally drained and physically paralysed. its gotten so bad that i have been freaking reastless today. going out for a fag break every couple of minutes. i've been so non-productive at work today i might as well took leave.

i know it had nothing to do with the fort minor concert i attended last nite with A, i went back early in fact and just watched tv the rest of the nite. so i know thats not an excuse. but what in the world is wrong with me today...

feel like doing something but not sure what, felt like eating something, but no idea what to eat. this is sick i tell you. its like i'm neither here nor there today, floating on air with my head in the clouds. i haven't been stressed or depressed or anything of the sort. i've just been restless.Goddammit!!!

i need to sink my teeth into something. i need to concentrate on something to get me going, but nothing seems to tickle my fancy. so help me god i'm lost!