Langkawi

Morning everyone..

I'm going to Langkawi next week with my mum and 2 nephews. We are leaving on a Friday and will be returning on a Sunday. I was kinda happy to be finally getting out of KL. I need a break of seeing tall buildings, smog and rude drivers. Looking forward to lepaking on pristine beaches, clean air and just hanging out with my family. I know i will dera my nephews. They are so much fun to bully!

That was last nite. Driving to work this morning and thinking of Langkawi, i suddenly realised, the last time i went to Langkawi was with A. I suddenly i was filled with dread.

I'm afraid that all the memories will come flooding back. We were so happy when we were in Langkawi. We went to the aquarium, sat by the beach watching the sunset, had dinner by the beach. I have never ever done so much for a girl except for her. I did because she said, the most romantic a guy could do for her was by bringing her to watch the sunset, i did exactly that, but it was in Langkawi on a day trip.

I'm filled with trepidation now. I'm not sure how i will react once i reach there. I know i will be thinking of the times when we were there. Those were the happiest moments in my life. Now, its just a sad memory of what used to be. I want to go on writing but i dun think i can't. I dun seem to be able to write any coherant thots that i have. Its all jumbled up now.

But i do know one thing. I loved A with all my heart when we were there, and now, after everything that has happened, i still do love A.