Nadya
Hello dear..
I am hoping that you read this as i think i will have to explain to you what the situation really is, as from our conversation, it seems that there was some miscommunication.
I really do not know how and where to start but i know i've got to put it right. The last 2 years of knowing you through the phone and texts has been rather perplexing to say the least. I have not had a relationship based just solely through the telephone. I could only hear your voice and try to decipher the emotions through your voice without any visual aid. So sometimes, its kind of difficult to know how and what you really mean.
I have heard you laugh, i have heard you being upset and angry and i have heard you cry. From your voice i could feel the manjaness, the sadness and the happiness, sometimes i could even picture your smile thru the phone by just listening to your voice, yeah i know its crazy, but it does happen, sometimes.
We have had our ups and downs, i remembered the present you sent, THAT was a very nice suprise, or the scoldings i got from you whenever i go off on one of my crazy diet ideas, about you advising me to eat properly and to drink lots and lots of WATER!!!!!...you have always been very concerned about me, eventho we only communicated thru the phone and i really appreciate that. I know i have been trying my best to be there for you and i know sometimes i fail you horribly.
Seems that you read my blogs recently and have come to a conclusion that i have purposely set out to make sure that whatever we had would never materialise. But you got it wrong dear. you got it so very wrong.
The major difference was that with you, i was the one who pursued and tried my best to get to know you better and to get closer to you. Eventho you have refused to meet up with me countless of times, even until now, i still tried to get to know you better and i tried to be there as best as i can. normally, i wouldn't give a damn if a girl were to treat me the way you treated me as people always say, there are many other fishies in the sea. I concur with that fact, but somehow i was still adamant about getting close to you.
So you see, all this while, i have been pursuing you. thats the major difference. I wanted this, whatever we had, i wanted it and i want more. but as always, you kept your distance.
I am hoping that you read this as i think i will have to explain to you what the situation really is, as from our conversation, it seems that there was some miscommunication.
I really do not know how and where to start but i know i've got to put it right. The last 2 years of knowing you through the phone and texts has been rather perplexing to say the least. I have not had a relationship based just solely through the telephone. I could only hear your voice and try to decipher the emotions through your voice without any visual aid. So sometimes, its kind of difficult to know how and what you really mean.
I have heard you laugh, i have heard you being upset and angry and i have heard you cry. From your voice i could feel the manjaness, the sadness and the happiness, sometimes i could even picture your smile thru the phone by just listening to your voice, yeah i know its crazy, but it does happen, sometimes.
We have had our ups and downs, i remembered the present you sent, THAT was a very nice suprise, or the scoldings i got from you whenever i go off on one of my crazy diet ideas, about you advising me to eat properly and to drink lots and lots of WATER!!!!!...you have always been very concerned about me, eventho we only communicated thru the phone and i really appreciate that. I know i have been trying my best to be there for you and i know sometimes i fail you horribly.
Seems that you read my blogs recently and have come to a conclusion that i have purposely set out to make sure that whatever we had would never materialise. But you got it wrong dear. you got it so very wrong.
The major difference was that with you, i was the one who pursued and tried my best to get to know you better and to get closer to you. Eventho you have refused to meet up with me countless of times, even until now, i still tried to get to know you better and i tried to be there as best as i can. normally, i wouldn't give a damn if a girl were to treat me the way you treated me as people always say, there are many other fishies in the sea. I concur with that fact, but somehow i was still adamant about getting close to you.
So you see, all this while, i have been pursuing you. thats the major difference. I wanted this, whatever we had, i wanted it and i want more. but as always, you kept your distance.
posted by FZM at 5/22/2006 09:26:00 AM
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